Thursday, March 13, 2008

Losing myself in you.

It's finally starting to feel like spring. I love the winter but after a while you just long for those long sunny days and flip flops. After a while of complaining, Ryan finally got me to go skating with him yesterday. I forgot how it feels to be on a board. It's kind of like life. It's speeding by so fast whether I want it to or not.
I'm getting older and I feel that though my parents don't want me to do something, I have ever right to do it. I have so many decisions coming up and I can't help but stress out. Don't get me wrong my friends have the same problems but you got to take it one step at a time. One day at a time.
It's come to the point where I want to depend on people and I want to settle down. I need to be more independent and do what I need to do. Life has gotten so complicated this past year and a lot more stressful. The only thing that really gets me through each day are my friends and that boy.
I'm sure everything will work out in due time but until then I need to keep my head up. Keep my spirit up and help those who need the help.

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