When I woke up today, I thought life was hell. There are days when I open my eyes to the sunlight coming through the window and all I wish for is darkness again. This has been the roughest week I have ever experienced and I know I'm not the only one who's having a rough week. It's just heartache after deception after bad news over and over again. Where does it end?
Today, I took the time with Jared Brown to sit on the side of a mountain (more like a hill) and stare at the sun. He wasn't enjoying the sun in his eyes but I kind of found it quite pleasant. A ball of flames just beating down on you but you don't fry. With the smell of the rot in the distance how could you not just take it all in?
I want to be carefree again. To wake up and not wash my face because I feel the pimples forming cause of all the stress. (Gross I know). For once I want to listen to a song about heartache and heartbreaks and not relate to it. I want to smile because I find something funny or delightful. I want ambition in my life.
For now, I'll just watch the sunset and realize this is life. Life is hard. Life was never easy. I am strong even when I don't want to be. There is nothing that I can't handle.
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